I'm ready for some results! I've been exercising every day (something I never could have imagined that I'd do), and watching what I eat for almost a month, and now I'm ready to see some changes.
While there have been subtle changes (I have more energy, I feel better, etc.), there is nothing better than the first comment you get from someone who has noticed that you've lost weight. And I'm ready for that!
A few nights ago, Ben and I stood for a few minutes, studying my face, because it looked to me that my (always chubby) cheeks were looking slightly thinner. Yes, this was a nice feeling, but I'm just ready for something more than having to ask "does my face look less chubby to you?"
I know I need to just stick with it - losing weight slowly over time is going to be better in the long run than dropping 15 pounds and then struggling to keep it off. I really do know and accept all that - I just want to see a difference now! I want my clothes to be looser. I want to wake up and not see a double chin glaring at me from my reflection. I want to be able to connect my bra on a the next smaller hook!
The best I can do is stick with my routine, knowing that it's better than the alternative. The logical side of my brain reminds me that I will see results eventually, meanwhile, the emotional part of my brain makes me want to stomp my feet and whine about it not happening fast enough.
On a slightly related note, since I recently admitted my insecurities about flying (and stressing about whether I'll fit in the seats), last night Ben and I boarded a plane on our way to Ohio. I had the opportunity to upgrade us to first class (totally worth it for Sacramento to Houston) then we were blessed to have a not full flight from Houston to Cleveland. The good news: I wasn't sandwiched in between Ben and a total stranger, and was able to buckle my seat belt. The bad news: I had to struggle. Hope to have better luck on our return flight on Monday!
Weigh in on Friday - fingers crossed again!
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